It's a thought of doing a monotone life that creates a flat life.
It feels flat when one does not feel any difference.
It feels empty when one does not find any meaning behind the actions.
I've been locking my self in my room for three days.
I spent days talking to myself
I sang crazily in the bathroom
I thought about lots of things outside from my small bedroom
I talked to mom for hours in the phone
and I screamed out loud in my sleep
I thank God I am still sane..
Perhaps each person needs to comprehend their own selves in certain way
Touching the very deep sense of humanity through avoiding interactions
Discovering a faith through an independent convincing
that loneliness is a source of paramount self power
Here, I am
an influx thought about embracing robotic life has dragged me to a solemn discovery
about a self
about an intention to think deeper
about controlling one's desire
#sigh
